Sketchism

This a shameless self-promoting christmas gift, but a gift nonetheless for you all. Enjoy.

In about half an hour I’m heading out to my aunt’s for the annual christmas gathering. I have no clue what we’ll be up to tomorrow, but I’m sure someone has already planned it and I’ll be obligated to attend. I probably should finish wrapping up some of these gifts.

Been having a lot of anxiety building up lately. Worrying about things, feeling stupid about others, getting angry easier than before, feeling let down by some. My mind starts wandering before I sleep, reenacting scenarios where I’ve stumbled or contributed in the stumbling of others. The tears come easier these days, either out of inspiration or of sorrow. Sometimes I just need to walk. I get outside and just lay it all out to the Lord. I’m in desperate need of one of those walks right now. My heart is so weary and the words just don’t seem to help right now.

I’m hoping this week off from school and work will be a productive one. I want to dive into some more books and movies and paintings. Get my prayers back on track.

Merry Christmas y’all. Love ya.